<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860</id><updated>2011-09-19T22:23:24.948+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Symbolized</title><subtitle type='html'>heh .</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>98</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-6654008448218000826</id><published>2008-06-23T02:21:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2008-06-23T02:21:42.364+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>shifted! (:&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-6654008448218000826?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/6654008448218000826/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=6654008448218000826&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6654008448218000826'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6654008448218000826'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2008/06/shifted.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-8644182837010898763</id><published>2008-05-23T01:24:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-05-23T01:27:52.685+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>man u won ! but i was supporting chelsea . actually i support both . used to support chelsea , currently support man u , but i decided to support chelsea for the finals , balls they lose ! oh well~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;because of that , albert and i didn't attend school today . worst of all , we got mid year exams today . HAHA power ranger man .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;die exam die !&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-8644182837010898763?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/8644182837010898763/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=8644182837010898763&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/8644182837010898763'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/8644182837010898763'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2008/05/man-u-won-but-i-was-supporting-chelsea.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-7525363586527212271</id><published>2008-05-20T23:47:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2008-05-20T23:52:30.040+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>after long donkey years , i'm back ! okay i'm just bored tonight !&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway , this afternoon , i was making my hair before i go out . when i thought its good , i left my house and wait for my mom to drive over . the moment i get into the car , she say "HIYO WHY YOUR HAIR LIKE BROOM ? SO MESSY ! " . SIAN . now i decided to cut my hair . but before i do , i shall emo about it for as long as i can (:&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-7525363586527212271?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/7525363586527212271/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=7525363586527212271&amp;isPopup=true' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7525363586527212271'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7525363586527212271'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2008/05/after-long-donkey-years-im-back-okay-im.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-4568612414379011285</id><published>2007-08-21T23:28:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-21T23:51:37.608+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hi. long time no see heh (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lets have a update on my life , I'm failing as much as possible , trying to skip as much school as possible , stopped / slowed my nightlife , still gay . okay I'm kidding about the gay part . READ ! KIDDING . haha . my first 3 paper for n levels are like 2 weeks from now . English , Combine Humans and Chinese . English die die must pass ! same goes for combine humans ! as for Chinese ... lol forget it .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Celebrated my birthday pretty low profile . Attended Kuah's birthday bbq and Koon's Birthday bbq . Kuah's bbq was alright . Koon's bbq .... quite nice la , but i'm gangbanged / raped by albert , calvin and choon yan . THRICE . My army never help me one ! but its okay , i like it . (: HAHA !&lt;br /&gt;oh theres hong yi's bbq as well , didn't attend but we met at clifford house that night and play play play . we play some sort of poker but so much better . lucky for us , we have a noob at english , Transformer / Gundam Lover , KKH - KK Hospital aka Kock Ka Hng . but got 2 ass keep aiming me la , thats why i form my army , but my army don't want help me one -.-'' .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh yeah , my class has a blog , for hot juicy gossips and life style of the FEAR BO and FEAR SOMEMORE ! until i'm ''unlazy'' to link it , u can slowly link link link link all the way there&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;xoxo all the boys LOL (:&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-4568612414379011285?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/4568612414379011285/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=4568612414379011285&amp;isPopup=true' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/4568612414379011285'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/4568612414379011285'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/08/hi.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-3016662562883801355</id><published>2007-07-07T14:40:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-07T14:43:30.519+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>my stomach is still burning from yesterdays party . i need to learn when to stop . serious .&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-3016662562883801355?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/3016662562883801355/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=3016662562883801355&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/3016662562883801355'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/3016662562883801355'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/07/my-stomach-is-still-burning-from.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-3932047261040620373</id><published>2007-06-23T10:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-23T10:46:26.701+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>2 days ago i just recover from my sore throat . now i have it again . i sound so manly ! think my body gonna break down anytime .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;while i was sick . guess who took good care of me ? its was my dear mom . she call me during the day just to ask if i'm feeling better . bought me strepsils and medicine . ask my maid to brew herbal tea for me to drink . shes really really really good to me (:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;2 days ago , ekachai told me" maybe your mom love you so much until she doesn't know how to show it to me. " its kinda true . actually, i love my mom alot . but i don't know how to express it as well . but she should know it ! i guess ? lol&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;cherish the ones around you because life is unpredictable , you might not have the chance next time .&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RnyJMTeEkGI/AAAAAAAAACo/_tSrGPsgbbE/s1600-h/627isjm.png"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5079085324244914274" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RnyJMTeEkGI/AAAAAAAAACo/_tSrGPsgbbE/s400/627isjm.png" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-3932047261040620373?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/3932047261040620373/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=3932047261040620373&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/3932047261040620373'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/3932047261040620373'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/06/2-days-ago-i-just-recover-from-my-sore.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp3.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RnyJMTeEkGI/AAAAAAAAACo/_tSrGPsgbbE/s72-c/627isjm.png' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-7122089356145993274</id><published>2007-06-15T08:38:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-15T08:45:09.770+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>seriously , there's something wrong with this world . the pretty girls pick the ugly guys . and all the handsome and cute one are left alone . now i think 70% of the "handsome and cute " guys are turning gay .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;last time i think gay are just guys that PRETEND to be gay just to get close to girls , but now their population is growing and growing . omg .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;poor guys . nothing against gays but i'm not gay and no i don't ons and no aj .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i FEAR already . lol funny eh ? kuah language ~&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-7122089356145993274?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/7122089356145993274/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=7122089356145993274&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7122089356145993274'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7122089356145993274'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/06/seriously-theres-something-wrong-with.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-6469752670016780340</id><published>2007-06-08T07:42:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-08T07:58:18.758+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>my balls hurt from the all-night-long-cycling . i think not only me , every one feels the same way . hahahaha ! they should make sits with cushion la . we cycle from east coast to changi for supper . during the ride , we have to cycle the super duper hella long road beside changi airport . the road never seem to end . we took about 45 minutes to cycle the whole road . while we were cycling , we saw i dead fish , then a dead huge lizard/komodo dragon , then a dead crow AND fianlly a dead snake . the lizard/komodo dragon probably die because the road was just way too much for it to take it . okay i'm kidding about that . that poor thing just got squashed FLAT .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RmiajDeEkEI/AAAAAAAAACY/sXAI8rnwxqo/s1600-h/DSC00927.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5073474907250397250" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RmiajDeEkEI/AAAAAAAAACY/sXAI8rnwxqo/s320/DSC00927.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;yeah alittle blur . OKAY ITS VERY BLUR but u get the point &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;after having our supper , we went to see shemales and chasing cars and we found their "make out" spot . skipped och and back to east coast again . suprisingly , our speed is almost thrice our original speed . "motivation" hahaha. left the bicycle outside the shop and went for breakfast . soo....&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;End Result :&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;~Stronger Legs &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;~Balls Of Steel&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;(:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-6469752670016780340?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/6469752670016780340/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=6469752670016780340&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6469752670016780340'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6469752670016780340'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/06/my-balls-hurt-from-all-night-long.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp2.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RmiajDeEkEI/AAAAAAAAACY/sXAI8rnwxqo/s72-c/DSC00927.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-1783993153014388812</id><published>2007-06-06T05:09:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-06T05:11:09.904+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>history have the habit to repeat itself  .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(:&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-1783993153014388812?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/1783993153014388812/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=1783993153014388812&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/1783993153014388812'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/1783993153014388812'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/06/history-have-habit-to-repeat-itself.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-9151687968421123839</id><published>2007-06-01T21:26:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-01T21:27:47.553+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i'm out breaking the law (:&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-9151687968421123839?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/9151687968421123839/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' 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type='text'></title><content type='html'>life is rather .... lousy . like how my mom forgot where she put my ic . shes not even 40 and she have bad memory . blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! i think i gonna die early ( which i hope that happen ) as my granddad have stroke , high blood pressure , diabetes and ... i forgot the last one . i eat lots of sugar and salt content food . i NEVER eat vegetables except seaweed . i eat fruits like once in a month or afew months . besides all this , i drink alot . hmm lets see what are some effects on drinking&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- loss of brain cells&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- liver failure&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- stomach bleeding from the lining getting irritated&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- high blood pressure&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- nerve damage&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- heart problems&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- epilepsy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ah well . i live for today . never look forward for tomorrow . may i die at age 25 just like i planned . so i don't have to worry about my future and spend every cent and live life to the fullest . hahaha ! no , i'm serious .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;about last post , i'm just joking , flood me all you like ! i don't mind :)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-5991181850993080387?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/5991181850993080387/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=5991181850993080387&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/5991181850993080387'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/5991181850993080387'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/05/life-is-rather.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-352113467211758169</id><published>2007-05-09T02:04:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-09T02:10:56.241+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i don't like to sms , its like killing my brain cells thinking what to reply and stuff . so don't msg me okay ? call is fine .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my life now is uhh... lets see ... exams . yeah i don't think i can do well , so i hope everyone did badly so i can get the highest among the worst (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;bye bye ! ~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;life is overrated , no doubt about it .&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-352113467211758169?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/352113467211758169/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=352113467211758169&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/352113467211758169'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/352113467211758169'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/05/i-dont-like-to-sms-its-like-killing-my.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-8833003483310508806</id><published>2007-04-24T20:14:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-24T20:15:23.750+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>cover the face , fuck the base&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hot hot hot ~&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-8833003483310508806?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-2503260418464494243</id><published>2007-04-21T04:29:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-21T04:40:40.131+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i just offended hell lot of people . sorry . not myself today&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-2503260418464494243?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/2503260418464494243/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=2503260418464494243&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/2503260418464494243'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/2503260418464494243'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/04/i-just-offended-hell-lot-of-people.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-5923520835689492445</id><published>2007-04-17T22:48:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-17T23:35:05.498+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hi&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-5923520835689492445?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/5923520835689492445/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=5923520835689492445&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/5923520835689492445'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/5923520835689492445'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/04/hi.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-2294688210157725405</id><published>2007-04-02T03:07:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-04-02T04:24:52.737+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>as promised , i shall blog today . the past week kinda alright . xiuli have been waking me up so i at least TRY to go school . its qixiang , allan , kiff and nicholas's birthday as well . xiang's birthday was on a thursday , so didn't really celebrate much .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;allan's &amp; kiff's birthday , we went to town ... hmm ... oh yeah we went to bugis some place to eat buffet . its quite a nice place there . head down to cine after that . as usual , we supposed to catch a movie but decided to go drink instead . went to boat quay bar named " Palace " . the people there are mostly from china and taiwan . open 2 chivas . left that place around 4 .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;nic's birthday was also the day we having our road run . BUT since we came home at 4 and the road run starts at 7.45 , all of us overslept . so we gotta run in school . ask my maid to buy me and kuah breakfast as i have carving for macdonalds hotcakes . after that i continue to sleep until 2 plus if i'm not wrong . after that kuah went to sleep . he woke up at 7 and we went to town and meet nic and allan . AND again , we didn't get to watch movie because kuah told us actually after our movie , big alan and kuah will come find us . but cannot contact kuah and gay doesn't want to answer his stupid phone . 10 plus call them until 1 plus . damn bloody $#^%$# . i realize it was 12 and i call xiuli and prank her that both kuah and gay met a car accident and was sent to hospital ; and the stranger that called me told me they were in critical danger . whoo ~ she believe's me ! then i'm tempted to make another prank since the first was success . i called liping and told her the same thing , she fall for it too . hahahaha ! after that we went back to the same bar and drink again . one thing after another , i got so fed up i punch the metal container and now my hand pain . retarded . den gay called and went to another bar and open another chivas . after we finish the chivas , went to eat prata . nic wanted to order babi ( pig ) . lol retarded . after prata we wanted to go yck graveyard but gay say its boring there , so we ask him drive us to OCH . but he scared and he turn us to an area where all the gay working . i tell u , the gays look hotter then the most of the girls in singapore . notice i mention most , thats because i think some girls are hotter ~ lol . alot things cannot say . so i shall keep my mouth shut on this .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lols okay off to bed !&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-2294688210157725405?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/2294688210157725405/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=2294688210157725405&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/2294688210157725405'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/2294688210157725405'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/04/as-promised-i-shall-blog-today.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-6447352390782736260</id><published>2007-03-30T15:49:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-30T15:51:16.119+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>this post is for xiuli for helping me change my bloggie skin , thanks ! whoo ~ now dumb and dumber can use my blog .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-6447352390782736260?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/6447352390782736260/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=6447352390782736260&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6447352390782736260'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6447352390782736260'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/03/this-post-is-for-xiuli-for-helping-me.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-1740450271614392849</id><published>2007-03-27T00:42:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-27T00:44:11.308+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i swear this is a very very long long long post i gonna post .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;uhh ... i forgot what i wanna post . nvm .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LOL.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-1740450271614392849?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/1740450271614392849/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=1740450271614392849&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/1740450271614392849'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/1740450271614392849'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/03/i-swear-this-is-very-very-long-long.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-7694693081599903193</id><published>2007-03-25T07:27:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-25T07:32:10.277+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>bbq . rain . stopped . bbq . ghost hunting at pasir ris park maze . some punk find trouble with us . macdonalds . home~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;h e l p .&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-7694693081599903193?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/7694693081599903193/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=7694693081599903193&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7694693081599903193'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7694693081599903193'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/03/bbq.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-8780793375523622609</id><published>2007-03-23T00:41:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-23T00:55:18.654+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>FRIDAY THE 13TH - how did Friday the thirteenth become such an unlucky day?&lt;br /&gt;fear of Friday the 13th is rooted in ancient, separate bad-luck associations with the number 13 and the day Friday. The two unlucky entities combine to make one super unlucky day.There is a Norse myth about 12 gods having a dinner party at Valhalla, their heaven. In walked the uninvited 13th guest, the mischievous Loki. Once there, Loki arranged for Hoder, the blind god of darkness, to shoot Balder the Beautiful, the god of joy and gladness, with a mistletoe-tipped arrow. Balder died and the Earth got dark. The whole Earth mourned. There is a Biblical reference to the unlucky number 13. Judas, the apostle who betrayed Jesus, was the 13th guest to the Last Supper. A particularly bad Friday the 13th occurred in the middle ages. On a Friday the 13th in 1306, King Philip of France arrested the revered Knights Templar and began torturing them, marking the occasion as a day of evil. In ancient Rome, witches reportedly gathered in groups of 12. The 13th was believed to be the devil.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Both Friday and the number 13 were once closely associated with capital punishment. In British tradition, Friday was the conventional day for public hangings, and there were supposedly 13 steps leading up to the noose. It is traditionally believed that Eve tempted Adam with the apple on a Friday. Tradition also has it that the Flood in the Bible, the confusion at the Tower of Babel, and the death of Jesus Christ all took place on Friday. Numerologists consider 12 a "complete" number. There are 12 months in a year, 12 signs of the zodiac, 12 gods of Olympus, 12 labors of Hercules, 12 tribes of Israel, and 12 apostles of Jesus. In exceeding 12 by 1, 13's association with bad luck has to do with just being a little beyond completeness. FRIDAY THE 13TH - how is fear of the number thirteen demonstarted? More than 80 percent of high-rises lack a 13th floor. Many airports skip the 13th gate. Airplanes have no 13th aisle. Hospitals and hotels regularly have no room number 13. Italians omit the number 13 from their national lottery. On streets in Florence, Italy, the house between number 12 and 14 is addressed as 12 and a half. Many cities do not have a 13th Street or a 13th Avenue In France, socialites known as the quatorziens (fourteeners) once made themselves available as 14th guests to keep a dinner party from an unlucky fate. Many triskaidekaphobes, as those who fear the unlucky integer are known, point to the ill-fated mission to the moon, Apollo 13. If you have 13 letters in your name, you will have the devil's luck . Jack the Ripper, Charles Manson, Jeffrey Dahmer, Theodore Bundy and Albert De Salvo all have 13 letters in their names.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;scary ... ~&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-8780793375523622609?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/8780793375523622609/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=8780793375523622609&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/8780793375523622609'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/8780793375523622609'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/03/friday-13th-how-did-friday-thirteenth.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-5984705753098878735</id><published>2007-03-22T02:41:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-22T02:43:31.247+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>baby i shall see u tomorrow , no more dua-ing .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-5984705753098878735?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/5984705753098878735/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=5984705753098878735&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/5984705753098878735'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/5984705753098878735'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/03/baby-i-shall-see-u-tomorrow-no-more-dua.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-9035985032830252340</id><published>2007-03-17T12:46:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-17T12:49:53.429+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>cry for god's sake .&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-9035985032830252340?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/9035985032830252340/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=9035985032830252340&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/9035985032830252340'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/9035985032830252340'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/03/cry-for-gods-sake.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-2933376177512096616</id><published>2007-03-14T20:50:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-14T21:18:04.678+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>my buddies were staying over at my place for the past few days , so i didn't have the chance to come online and all . haha. went clinic with nic and cy . the dance floor ... SMALL . but still , its nice . funny thing is that their toilet is unisex . 3 of us went into the toilet and theres only 2 cubicle , so me and cy went in while nicholas making his hair or something ( i guess ) . den all of a sudden we hear about 3-4 girls walking in . LOL super shocked .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;went st james yesterday . door sales at $25 . crap . but is worth it i tell ya . the crowd , the music , the atmosphere , everythings great ! but sadly , it ends at 3 . went to look for drinks but it seems like everywhere is closed . so cabbed back home . the moment i open my room , i almost die from the mess my room become . thanks to ivan , allan and jason kuah lah bear . okay but lucky for them , i'm not angry . they left my house at 6 . "hehehehe" and i slept .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lol okay i need more sleep ! good night !&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;I see you windin n grindin up on that pole, &lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;I know you see me lookin' at you and you already kno &lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;I wanna fuck you, you already know&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;I wanna fuck you, you already know&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;=)&lt;/em&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-2933376177512096616?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/2933376177512096616/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=2933376177512096616&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/2933376177512096616'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/2933376177512096616'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/03/my-buddies-were-staying-over-at-my.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-3546402413577559514</id><published>2007-03-10T04:46:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-10T04:47:25.068+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>yay~ HI ~&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-3546402413577559514?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/3546402413577559514/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=3546402413577559514&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/3546402413577559514'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/3546402413577559514'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/03/yay-hi.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-6641185827314772990</id><published>2007-03-08T23:16:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-08T23:46:45.376+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>spooky.... i took a cab home today and the 30 plus year old uncle hearing english radio channel and his ringtone was limp bizkit's song . fyi , limp bizkit is a hardcore metal band . wooo . whats more shocking was my CAB FARE $13.90 ! its 2 to 3 dollars more expansive then usual . omg its not even peak hour !&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;say hi , say hi , say hi !&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hi =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;weird ? yeah ... feel it already ? SOMEONE'S BEHIND U STARTING AT U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-6641185827314772990?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/6641185827314772990/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=6641185827314772990&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6641185827314772990'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6641185827314772990'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/03/spooky.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-4564524784893334374</id><published>2007-03-06T22:18:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-07T00:37:33.448+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Whoo ~ after clinic on sunday , there will be 4 parties on tuesday ~ zouk , attica , gotham penthouse &amp; st james . was thinking which should i go.... den i remember " EH , I LOST MY IC ! AND MY NEW ONE WILL ONLY BE READY ON 22th ! " omg ... shattered my miserable dreams . lol damn . it must be choon yan's fault . use fake ez-link card , now cannot use ez-link already . so perhaps i'll use my " International Driving Licence ". but its in critical condition . sides tearing , colour little fading , the picture was 2 - 3 years ago .  and if that night i'm lucky , my buddies will check on me and i'll be in trouble . hahaha okay lets not talk about it , the most i use my passport . if someone laugh , i'll tell them i'll be the trendsetter , its "COOL" . LOL&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ahh i skip school since last thursday until now . seems like i've already starting to plan for my future already . thats a good start . actually no , its kinda late . but ! its never too late . LOL . okay i decided during o levels , i'll not come for my chinese paper . because i prefer " Chinese : Absent " and not " Chinese : F9/U/FAIL ! " . as absent maybe let one think "hmm ... maybe his chinese not that bad " . i already told my mom about it . she say wait till then den decide . whoo having such a young and cool mom really great !&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Short Break~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;okay lets see whats so good about having a young mom,&lt;br /&gt;- skip school , mom willing to help u LIE~&lt;br /&gt;- more freedom ( i dont know about this , but among all my friends , yeah i have the most )&lt;br /&gt;- easier to communicate&lt;br /&gt;- she understands me as much as i understand her&lt;br /&gt;- shes very forgiving&lt;br /&gt;- there are times people thinks shes my sister hahaha&lt;br /&gt;- having a girlfriend , means no hid and seek during r/s . thats good =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;since we have good points , here comes the bad points&lt;br /&gt;- since she doesn't gives me stress , i have to know how to control and limit myself&lt;br /&gt;- fights with me to listen radio , watch tv hahaha&lt;br /&gt;- tell my girlfriend i dislike vegetables and insect so my girlfriend will force me to eat vegetables and bully me O.O&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ahh , still more good points . hahaha btw shes only 38 or 39 . LOL okay back to the topic.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;okay like i was saying .... so ..... then .... finally .... done . =) . haha okay my good friends decided we open a pub together . i think its a good idea since i'm lazy and i'll die if i do hard labour . so sounds like a good idea . okay too much too much , way too much rubbish . talk about it other time . oh yeah my mom wanted to change her car . i told her change into a 2 door car , like a sports car so when i turn 18 next year , i can take over . i even told her i'm willing to pay 1/2 the installment when i reach 18 . but she want to change into a 7 sitter car . wow a family car . omg&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;okay i want a girl friend soon , so she can shower me love and force me to study and less computer because i'll only listen to her . =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-4564524784893334374?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/4564524784893334374/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=4564524784893334374&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/4564524784893334374'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/4564524784893334374'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/03/whoo-after-clinic-on-sunday-there-will.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-1420291028080046031</id><published>2007-03-03T18:16:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-03T18:17:24.844+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>zouk and gotham penthouse party has already been confirm ! whoo~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-1420291028080046031?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/1420291028080046031/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=1420291028080046031&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/1420291028080046031'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/1420291028080046031'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/03/zouk-and-gotham-penthouse-party-has.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-7871862014859613552</id><published>2007-03-02T07:29:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-02T11:54:31.520+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>ahh exams are over . i didn't study at all . i'm prepared for the worst . haha . my life is .... boring boring boring . so boring infact i have nothing to blog about . so pardon me for not updating . as for now , its 7.33 , friday morning . looks like its gonna rain . yup and again i skipped school .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this week seem so slow man . i'm on anger spree as well . while playing soccer , i was pissed off because everyone was dily dally around i kicked the school dusbin . and it was broken . nice one . the other incident was stupid shit head threw my phone in the dusbin because she thought i did something , i instantly slammed the door . "BANG" , the sound of hunters killing birds . just because i don't hit people , doesn't mean i don't know how to . provoke me , i'll kill u . simple as that . come to think of it , its been MONTHS since i vent my anger like that . so once awhile okay la .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh yeah yesterday was my mom's birthday . happy birthday mom ! i totally forgot about it until my maid told me she's not coming home for dinner to celebrate her birthday . i'm a bad son omg T.T  . okay i shall buy her supper when i'm outside . hahahaha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;the feelings still there . but i'm already at the edge already . its like , u're telling me u don't like me or something . u told me before u like the way u and your best friend be , i don't want to hold u so tight as well . school , my games , sleeping , so i seldom call u as well . but that doesn't mean i have already forgot about u . to me , every words count . even simple " i miss u " will make me smile . i know u ask me don't come home so late or drink , but i still do , thats why u say u don't care . but don't care , means REALLY don't care ? as in give up on me or something ? i don't want hints , i want answers , please?&lt;/em&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-7871862014859613552?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/7871862014859613552/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=7871862014859613552&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7871862014859613552'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7871862014859613552'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/03/ahh-exams-are-over.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-903939642486698297</id><published>2007-02-26T21:33:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-26T21:41:39.868+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>last week i lost 30+ on blackjack . just today , 1 round of black jack cost me $35 . 1 ROUND. only 1 . yes 1 . 11111111. damn . i got so unlucky meh !? just when i thought of something i want , my money went down to drain . last week was chinese common test . i wrote my name and took a nap . the moment i woke up , teacher collecting paper already . first time i BLANK the entire paper . whoo . that saturday went drinking , i already spend $50 plus . AND i'm already trying to go budget . damn .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm so down on luck . i need to wear red boxers omg omg omg . =&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-903939642486698297?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/903939642486698297/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=903939642486698297&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/903939642486698297'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/903939642486698297'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/02/last-week-i-lost-30-on-blackjack.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-6891547622334221056</id><published>2007-02-24T11:45:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-24T12:00:22.240+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>as they told me yesterday will be the last time we go drinking together , so i went . surprisingly i was one of the few wasn't drunk despite i drank alot . i wanted to get drunk so i could take this chance and smack them on their head . hahaha joking joking . the bill was $270+ . AND as usual , i spend more then i wanted to . aaaarrrrghhh&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm doing things i'm not suppose to . okay i need to know my limit .&lt;br /&gt;LOL i forgot to take off my contact lens befotre i go to bed ! die die die ~&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-6891547622334221056?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/6891547622334221056/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=6891547622334221056&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6891547622334221056'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6891547622334221056'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/02/as-they-told-me-yesterday-will-be-last.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-5194471603837805063</id><published>2007-02-23T00:29:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-23T00:32:48.004+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/Rd3Fc3fvs8I/AAAAAAAAACI/z5HVmPilDcE/s1600-h/884291.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5034397058194191298" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/Rd3Fc3fvs8I/AAAAAAAAACI/z5HVmPilDcE/s400/884291.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;                                                19th feb @ dxo&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;done blogging . =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-5194471603837805063?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/5194471603837805063/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=5194471603837805063&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/5194471603837805063'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/5194471603837805063'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/02/19th-feb-dxo-done-blogging.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp1.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/Rd3Fc3fvs8I/AAAAAAAAACI/z5HVmPilDcE/s72-c/884291.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-8440413528059690938</id><published>2007-02-21T01:52:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-21T09:27:44.244+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>went to dxo on monday . whoo same old dxo . the dance floor forever super duper hot man . my t-shirt was very very heavy because of my sweat . hahaha . went with other group of guys . i'm gonna bring my "ic" next time i'm going over ~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CNY , i totally forgot how much i got for the past few years but this year i think i got more . but i already spent $100 away just like that *SNAP* . gone . omg must cut cut cut . stayed at my new house for the past few days . while at my new house , i play fifa 2007 . hella fun la . from a noob until ALMOST the same standard of my cousin HAHAHA . so  unbelievable ! watched epic movie as well . its hella funny man , well for some part at least . this kinda show , u need to watch alot other shows so u understand . but the show is pretty short .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i fall asleep again . LOL . okay i need to go facial this weekend . =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-8440413528059690938?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/8440413528059690938/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=8440413528059690938&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/8440413528059690938'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/8440413528059690938'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/02/went-to-dxo-on-monday.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-6651061687111731477</id><published>2007-02-13T00:42:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-11T06:41:26.105+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>ahhh , i have been complaining about my sun burn and my sweet mom help me to apply lotion , after that i manage to sleep soundly for a while . hahaha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;went sentosa with a huge group of guys including nicholas , jason kuah , allan , jeric and choon yan to celebrate jeric's birthday . pretty fine until i suddenly become quiet and think too much . sorry . went for lunch cum dinner at vivocity's-somewhere-which-i-forgot . after that went to the rooftop of vivo and rest . ah i feel so much better after that . thanks man . the winds , the beautiful scenery ... it just calm my mind .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(suppose to blog on 11th feb night , but i fall asleep , so continue =) )&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;around 10.30 , took a cab home from vivo . took a quick bath , rush down to meet choon yan , den cab down to meet my mom , den went to meet crystal . as usual , i'm very late , sorry lol . cab down to east coast cabana i think . ah its a nice place , my first time there . chat and drink till allan and julie came , den crystal friends came as well . super friendly people , hahaha . after that i forgot what happen . i mean i know but i'm lazy to elaborate .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today , 12th feb , monday .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i told myself i don't wanna go school this whole week except friday ( thats because friday is half day , and its to celebrate chinese new year LOL ) . still i drag my ass to school . i slept the entire sunday , the moment i reach home until monday morning but i'm still tired ! yeah i did woke up and took some breathe den go sleep again . hahaha . school , as usual , boring . i'm going to start reading a book i swear ! but i need some motivation man ! okay until then ... went shopping with nicholas at vivo city today . louis koo and danial wu was there , hot guys ~ yeah we even saw gays calling each other sweetheart ! omg omg hahaha~  we really love the rooftop man . sitting down there really feels relax . i think we shall do more shopping on wednesday !&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh yeah wednesday is 14th feb , valentine's day ~ got your dates yet ? if u don't , u can dial me up or call the new hotline 1800-i-need-a-date-on-14th-feb-!!! . hahaha =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-6651061687111731477?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/6651061687111731477/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=6651061687111731477&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6651061687111731477'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6651061687111731477'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/02/ahhh-i-have-been-complaining-about-my.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-4460521353718511240</id><published>2007-02-11T06:35:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-10T08:22:07.111+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i'm finally home from whole day of sentosa plus night life , ahh i miss my bed ~ i'll blog more tonight&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;=)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cheer up everyone ~&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-4460521353718511240?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/4460521353718511240/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=4460521353718511240&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/4460521353718511240'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/4460521353718511240'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/02/im-finally-home-from-whole-day-of.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-5254671011169960106</id><published>2007-02-10T08:13:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-08T21:43:31.930+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;em&gt;liking someone because of their appearance , can be easily forgotten when someone better looking pass your life.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;liking someone because of who they are, their character and all , can't be forgotten , they'll remain as memory .&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;time for sentosa ~ i just remembered i lost my shades . omg .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;grats for those who did well , cheer up for those who didn't .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i want go see turtle now =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-5254671011169960106?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/5254671011169960106/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=5254671011169960106&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/5254671011169960106'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/5254671011169960106'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/02/liking-someone-because-of-their.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-7002627300188433999</id><published>2007-02-08T20:51:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-08T00:47:20.995+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/Rcsnb6c23MI/AAAAAAAAAB0/nC47Bb19OSA/s1600-h/dxo%20(12).jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5029156769389534402" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/Rcsnb6c23MI/AAAAAAAAAB0/nC47Bb19OSA/s400/dxo%2520(12).jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RcsnIac23LI/AAAAAAAAABs/t5uOpDbBXbI/s1600-h/951979719l.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5029156434382085298" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RcsnIac23LI/AAAAAAAAABs/t5uOpDbBXbI/s400/951979719l.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RcsnDqc23KI/AAAAAAAAABk/W4_X1ypvt_k/s1600-h/722227742l.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5029156352777706658" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RcsnDqc23KI/AAAAAAAAABk/W4_X1ypvt_k/s400/722227742l.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i think i got nothing to say . o levels results out tomorrow , good luck for your results .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;.... WEEKEND IS NEAR ~ TIME TO PARTY ~ sentosa this saturday , i love u botak jeric&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-7002627300188433999?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/7002627300188433999/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=7002627300188433999&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7002627300188433999'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7002627300188433999'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/02/i-think-i-got-nothing-to-say.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp2.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/Rcsnb6c23MI/AAAAAAAAAB0/nC47Bb19OSA/s72-c/dxo%2520(12).jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-6572362774291726021</id><published>2007-02-08T00:45:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-08T00:47:21.158+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;em&gt;the end of the story , true ?&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;tell me .&lt;/em&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-6572362774291726021?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/6572362774291726021/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=6572362774291726021&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6572362774291726021'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6572362774291726021'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/02/end-of-story-true-tell-me.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-2660354848516665731</id><published>2007-02-04T12:27:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-04T12:33:29.571+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>was suppose to dxo just now . this time not with nicholas or choon yan . with my other buddies . for the first time , i didn't manage to get into dxo . wow . i was thinking like , when priscilla dancing inside, i suprise her. but she saw me . eh never mind , that will do as well . =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i just wanna say ... turtles are slow , the win races , their super duper cute , and i love turtles . hahaha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RcVhnSGXyXI/AAAAAAAAABY/Uv4zHsIHv-A/s1600-h/DSC00705.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5027531886530382194" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RcVhnSGXyXI/AAAAAAAAABY/Uv4zHsIHv-A/s400/DSC00705.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hahahah oh yeah btw , we were at east coast park , trying to watch the sun rise, BUT ! the sun took a day off / MC today . LOL&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;=)=)=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-2660354848516665731?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/2660354848516665731/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=2660354848516665731&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/2660354848516665731'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/2660354848516665731'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/02/was-suppose-to-dxo-just-now.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp3.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RcVhnSGXyXI/AAAAAAAAABY/Uv4zHsIHv-A/s72-c/DSC00705.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-1397423305012032147</id><published>2007-01-31T06:16:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-31T06:25:51.873+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hehe woo i just woke up ! oh yeah did i mention i got my new ez-link already ? next i need to get my new ic . the only thing i can't replace is the wallet . its from aus . omg does anyone got a gameboy or psp to lend me ? camp ... oh yeah i need to watch alot of movies man , does anyone wanna watch with me ? hahaha i need to go man . the time doesn't wait ! neither does the school gate ! &lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/Rb_FhHmzDTI/AAAAAAAAABM/JMkRrsDvAAk/s1600-h/DSC00690.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5025952881936895282" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/Rb_FhHmzDTI/AAAAAAAAABM/JMkRrsDvAAk/s320/DSC00690.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i need to bath now ! begone !&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-1397423305012032147?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/1397423305012032147/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=1397423305012032147&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/1397423305012032147'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/1397423305012032147'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/01/hehe-woo-i-just-woke-up-oh-yeah-did-i.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp0.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/Rb_FhHmzDTI/AAAAAAAAABM/JMkRrsDvAAk/s72-c/DSC00690.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-7982465129523133054</id><published>2007-01-30T15:27:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-30T15:54:22.813+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>whoo i skip school AGAIN~ hahaha thats because i need to make my ez-link , before that , trim my hair , and take passport photo . having 3 days of day camp from wednesday till friday, we're gonna havoc during the entire camp man . i've been pubbing for last 3 weekend . i seriously think i have injured my stomach . but we always plan to go catch a movie first , after some delays and all , suddenly all agree to pub . i thought after i lost my wallet , i'll spent less . but i spend 2-3 times more than i usually spend . thats very very very bad . this month , i bought 4 long sleeve , 1 jeans . i spend alot this month ! next month i gotta be more spendthrift .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i have many questions to ask and answers to know . but i doubt i can get any from u . everything changed . it seems so different . oh well . i'll let time take its course . forcing someone to like another one won't do any good to both parties . baby i want u back (the old u)    =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cheers ~&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-7982465129523133054?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/7982465129523133054/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=7982465129523133054&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7982465129523133054'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' 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title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-6971888686721760599</id><published>2007-01-26T15:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-27T05:44:30.087+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i lost my wallet&lt;br /&gt;i decided to push the reset button&lt;br /&gt;i don't remember anything now.&lt;br /&gt;thanks sherlyn for the cheer-me-up msg&lt;br /&gt;thanks jeric and allan for allowing me to call both of u botak&lt;br /&gt;thanks again for hitting me so much&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;most importantly , thanks priscilla for caring for me , thats all i need =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;went to pub again . promised priscilla not to drink till drunk . left the pub around 3 .took a cab back to pasir ris . talk to cy a little and then home . i'm taking this saturday , which is today , to repair my life . i'll try&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-6971888686721760599?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/6971888686721760599/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=6971888686721760599&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6971888686721760599'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6971888686721760599'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/01/fuck-fucking-fuckers.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-7426344600547319657</id><published>2007-01-25T19:10:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-25T19:12:06.159+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>The Blogger Here Has Been Proven To Be Too Stupid To Blog Anymore . This Blog Has Been Closed By Higher Authority .&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-7426344600547319657?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/7426344600547319657/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=7426344600547319657&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7426344600547319657'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7426344600547319657'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/01/blogger-here-has-been-proven-to-be-too.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-7468242650825323251</id><published>2007-01-25T00:13:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-25T00:16:38.892+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>theres no perfect game . but lets try to make it as perfect as possible alright priscilla ? if we make a mistake , just press the reset button and start all over again. after all , life is just a game .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-7468242650825323251?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-1688262970279343421</id><published>2007-01-24T08:34:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-24T08:36:06.648+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>why one moment we're so close and all , the next we're like quarreling again . why can we just close one eye and give in to each other ? sigh... i'm not going school again . don't ask why , i'll give the same answer : because i don't feel like going .&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-1688262970279343421?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/1688262970279343421/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' 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type='text'></title><content type='html'>i skip school yesterday ; because now is 3.55 am , wednesday . hahaha i know i shouldn't do so but... whats done is done . omg i just remember today i got maths test ! i haven't even started my dnt n levels project's mind map . i'm so dead omg omg omg . while i'm here hugging my bolster , priscilla is at her friend's house watching hunted mansion , scaring herself . haha damn cute ! dear priscilla , i'm always nagging u to sleep early , cover yourself with the blanket because of cold rainy weather , asking u to drink lots of water , go see a doctor , be a good girl and all . haha i think u hear until bored already . so i think i better not nag anymore as i think i'm like my mom as well . but i nag at u because i really care :) . everytime i told u i call u back , but i fall asleep and make u wait like 5 hours or even 1 entire day , i'm really sorry . this few days i've been sleeping too much that i neglected you . its really nice to have night chats with u but sorry i always fall asleep while talking to u and i told u call i'll call back later , and i slept all the way till morning . omg i'm very evil eh . haha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i need to go to bed now ! later will be a very very long day . until 4pm man . then thursday skip school . muhahaha . omg i don't know why i'm starting to hear old love songs . ah well . miss me not =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-155142008558708031?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/155142008558708031/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=155142008558708031&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' 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title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-611524413150413783</id><published>2007-01-20T20:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-20T20:42:22.620+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i went to school for the whole week , monday to friday . its like the first time in months because last time i'll skip school at least once a week . came home , get changed , meet guys at bugis . they went to fusion to play pool . after that went for dinner and pub for drinking . promised priscilla not to drink so much . so i drank like only 2-3 cups . went to cine around 2 plus . suppose to watch movie but in the end didn't watch . had supper den slack at cine till 5 plus . went to orchard plaza i think . the whole shopping center became our shopping mall . nicholas and i fall asleep there till 6 . den we took a cab home .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after much thoughts , no dxo . i don't think i can party without nicholas or cy . besides , its raining and due to some personal reasons . theres so much i wanna say yet i can't . i'm too used to solve my problems myself . i wish i can just say : i give up or game over . please no more depression for me . i just wanna be happy man ...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-611524413150413783?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/611524413150413783/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' 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type='text'></title><content type='html'>you're the only girl that i need !&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;priscilla , please be a good girl and don't club so much !&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-7348825439824703429?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/7348825439824703429/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=7348825439824703429&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7348825439824703429'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7348825439824703429'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-6594867095536643853</id><published>2007-01-18T19:41:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-18T19:51:46.867+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i'm going mia soon . fag&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-6594867095536643853?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/6594867095536643853/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=6594867095536643853&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6594867095536643853'/><link 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how ? omg i don't wanna sleep . 1 week of suffering is coming ! i'm ALWAYS waiting for friday . i still don't know if i'm going dxo this coming saturday . clubbing without liquors .... i mean omg . hahaha besides , my hair so short now ! i'm like a kid now ! just imagine me with super high pants , nerdy HUGE HUGE specs , carrying ninja turtle bag with center parting hair . hows that ? LOL . alright i'm totally broke now . i'm gonna spend only $2 dollars a day ! so no cab home already . but i very lazy to walk leh . i'm gonna attend class for the WHOLE WEEK . my target of the week . i don't wanna skip school for this week . i'm hearing westlife song again . lol i remember i have their 1st to 3rd or 4th album. i'm their fan last time . their songs makes my mind and soul feel peaceful .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-7698589025081201127?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/7698589025081201127/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=7698589025081201127&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7698589025081201127'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7698589025081201127'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/01/update-update-2-girls-name-is-jolin-and.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-1813593435792579925</id><published>2007-01-14T09:48:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-14T09:54:43.589+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>yesterday suppose to go orchard and watch movie and stuff . last minute decision to go bugis . went there while mr nicholas lim that seldom late is late . walk around bugis while waiting for jason, alan and jeric . after that went fusion for pool . dinner at a stupid restaurant that cost us a bomb . after that went pubbing somewhere around bugis with 2 other girls .... eh i actually rememeber i drink and vomit , den went home den vomit again . and nicholas told me " i love u " . LOL once my mom wakes up . i'm gonna get scolding already . tata =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-1813593435792579925?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/1813593435792579925/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=1813593435792579925&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/1813593435792579925'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/1813593435792579925'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/01/yesterday-suppose-to-go-orchard-and.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-8732487447732035785</id><published>2007-01-12T23:01:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-13T11:00:38.041+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i wanna make a pokeball for my n level d&amp;t project since the topic is games and humors . hahaha just joking . should be going for movie later . i don't wanna go home early today man ! omg omg omg .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;NICHOLAS ! u know i love u alot ?! U KNOW ?! U KNOW ?! WHY U TREAT ME SO BAD !? LOL HAHAHA !&lt;br /&gt;CHOON YAN ! I ALSO LOVE U LEH !? WHY U DON'T TELL ME U LOVE ME ALSO ?!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LOL ~&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-8732487447732035785?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/8732487447732035785/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=8732487447732035785&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/8732487447732035785'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/8732487447732035785'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/01/i-wanna-make-pokeball-for-my-n-level-d.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-2237903183670757277</id><published>2007-01-12T02:56:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-12T02:58:23.541+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>last time me : when people keep disturbing me , i just smile and laugh at it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;current me : when people disturb me , i kp them until they get pissed .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whats so nice being the good guy ? lol times changed .&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-2237903183670757277?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/2237903183670757277/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=2237903183670757277&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/2237903183670757277'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/2237903183670757277'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/01/last-time-me-when-people-keep.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-3287148838322582502</id><published>2007-01-11T19:26:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-11T19:27:54.944+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>blogged ! =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm no tired . omg no coloured lens . wtf wtf wtf. i wanna sleep and dream of priscilla ! =)))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-3287148838322582502?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/3287148838322582502/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=3287148838322582502&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/3287148838322582502'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/3287148838322582502'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/01/blogged-im-no-tired.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-2309316980521064310</id><published>2007-01-11T03:29:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-11T03:41:53.547+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>whoo ... 3.41 already and someone still not home ! Priscilla ! theres 80% chance u'll be reading this after u go home ! rest early man . u need lotsa rest ! more water and sleep ! think by the time u read this i'm asleep , can't nag u already . remember to bath as well ! sms me when u reach home alright ? be a good girl and sleep early ! hahaha if not i'll nag at u everyday !&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hahahaha miss u man . =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-2309316980521064310?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/2309316980521064310/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=2309316980521064310&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/2309316980521064310'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/2309316980521064310'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/01/whoo.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-711389734822106764</id><published>2007-01-10T01:33:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-10T02:29:38.234+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>wow i didn't know so many people view my blog ! alright . bad day at school . hair cut , detention , late for school , let DM shoot , let principal shoot also . that shooting star we saw on sunday , some say its shooting star , some say its not . read tuesday's straits times ! great , i'm having mc tomorrow , not feeling well*** . hiya nvmind i'll start from monday&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;MONDAY .&lt;br /&gt;heavy traffic around tampines area , when my mom reach my school area, its around 7.32 like that . so i told my mom to fetch me to the coffee shop instead for breakfast since cy suggest we go eat breakfast before going school . in the end my mom join us for breakfast . hahaha . the only mom that will accompany son for breakfast when his late . this kinda mom is rare man ! too bad shes mine ! after breakfast , my mom left and we walk to school . reach school at 8.10 . went to DC . hell dude . they didn't tell me about the new rules . i didn't go school during thursday and friday because i'm sick so i didn't know . they didn't give chance at all . yeah right about FORGIVE AND FORGET . so cy and i got detention on tuesday . went back to class . super tired but can't sleep . worst still , its chinese . no idea what shes talking about . after that it was english . i rush my english class work that i suppose to do during thursday and friday . went for recess , no peace as well . the prinicial caught me for long hair . the maths lessons i need to rush the class work i miss as well . ah its alright because maths is my fav subject . after school went to basketball court and play soccer . while walking out of school , damn DM catch me for long hair again . i told him i already recieve warning just now from principal yet he kpkb and stuff . screw his balls . makes my blood boil . still take my ez-link and ask me get a proper hair cut or he'll sent me home . @!#!%$*# i make sure i'll make him in hqboys . took a cab home . swearing from school all the way back to home . the night more pissed off la . cut my hair and its really ugly .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TUESDAY .&lt;br /&gt;reach school JUST on time . went to see the DM . he say " i give u 1 more chance , i see u make an effort to cut your hair , but your back and side burn is still long. " this is what i call shit that doesn't mean what he say . monday say sent me home if my hair is still not acceptable . went for D&amp;amp;T lesson , i slept the whole 4 lessons when his talking about n level stuff . after that 4 periods of sleep . i felt so much better man . went for recess , god damn principal shoot me again . thats what happen when one have all the bad luck . oh yeah i forgot to mention , i was so tired that i didn't make my hair and wear my contact lens . so i look super shag . had geo , maths and chemistry . lessons ends at 1 . had lunch and went for detention at 2 . super boring man . can't talk , can't sleep . i almost fall asleep . finish at 4 . took a cab home AGAIN . slept all the way till 10&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm sure my life can get worst . come man . i'm so ready for it . oh yeah please read the straits times . i found out there are lots of murder case now . in us, china etc . most of them are under depression or stress . i might just be the next one . since i know i might be next , that means i'm still not serious . but if all this moron bastards wanna make my life hard . i'll slaughter them . =) don't worry i'll cut your bodies into parts and put in orchard . maybe like saw 3 , hook your bodies with O - hooks and the only way u can get them off is by force . life is so fun right ? i'll let u guys play me , i'll have the final laugh .&lt;br /&gt;=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-711389734822106764?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/711389734822106764/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=711389734822106764&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/711389734822106764'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/711389734822106764'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/01/wow-i-didnt-know-so-many-people-view-my.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-5668917703325650084</id><published>2007-01-08T01:56:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-08T02:18:29.816+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>went for soccer at farrer park . train until 7 . went for dinner there . saw a shooting star ! i thought it was light blue . the other guys told me it was green . the shooting star so fast , we all quickly try to wish , imagine more then 10 guys trying make a wish . LOL . damn funny . i no idea what to wish for so i just make one up . heh . head home straight after my soccer . the moment i reach home, went to my bed and fall asleep in a minute . my mom came home around 11 plus and woke me up . i got a new levi shoe for school . ate my dinner and called dear auntie priscilla . super tired but decided to blog because i promise priscilla to blog like 2 days ago .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thanks for all the concern . i'm not depressed already ! but i'm gay again ! nah i'm just kidding . hahaha . oh yeah i wore the wrong boxer today . lol&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-5668917703325650084?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/5668917703325650084/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=5668917703325650084&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/5668917703325650084'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/5668917703325650084'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/01/went-for-soccer-at-farrer-park.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-4795653047610726631</id><published>2007-01-07T12:54:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-07T12:54:56.826+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i promise i'll blog once i'm free ~ but i'm always free ! heh . by tonight i'll blog =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-4795653047610726631?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/4795653047610726631/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=4795653047610726631&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/4795653047610726631'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/4795653047610726631'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/01/i-promise-ill-blog-once-im-free-but-im.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-3142166293800161081</id><published>2007-01-06T01:58:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-06T02:04:39.002+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Love... is double edge . the more u love , the more u get hurt .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i don't know ......&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-3142166293800161081?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/3142166293800161081/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=3142166293800161081&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/3142166293800161081'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/3142166293800161081'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/01/love.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-8098119152762510317</id><published>2007-01-05T06:14:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-05T06:16:29.617+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;FUCK !&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;I'M REALLY SORRY . I WANT U BACK . REALLY =(&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-8098119152762510317?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/8098119152762510317/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=8098119152762510317&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/8098119152762510317'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/8098119152762510317'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/01/fuck-im-really-sorry.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-3547310561506023664</id><published>2007-01-04T00:13:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-04T00:47:54.459+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i'm really sorry those whom i offended or pissed . like what my teacher said , i think i might have suffer from depression again . i think everything is bored and i'm really sick of life. schooling is bored, games are bored, club is bored ... i'm just sick of life . i'll get my thoughts straight again by tomorrow . sorry nic and cy . last time u ask if i'll get angry if u guys keep saying me . i said no . but just now i blame everything on u guys instead . sorry . seriously i don't know whats got into me . this few days i get pissed easily .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;priscialla. sorry i told u i'm gonna call u back , but make u wait 11 hours for the call back . worst still i sms u with a shity sms . i'm really really sorry . i must have make u worried and sad . sorry .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i don't really feel like blogging . i wanna say sorry to priscilla , nic and cy , 3 closest ppl that make my life better but i screw them up real hard this time . sorry .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if u see me with a frown and fierce eyes . just keep away . i might just stab u with anything i can get . i told u i'm bored of life, jail is nothing . i'm not afraid of death .&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-3547310561506023664?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/3547310561506023664/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=3547310561506023664&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/3547310561506023664'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/3547310561506023664'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/01/im-really-sorry-those-whom-i-offended.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-6541089431563521259</id><published>2007-01-02T04:26:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-02T04:26:59.854+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RZluh4os4wI/AAAAAAAAABA/etCiprUtba4/s1600-h/CIMG0063b.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5015161188471595778" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RZluh4os4wI/AAAAAAAAABA/etCiprUtba4/s400/CIMG0063b.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;its nice right ? too bad only 1 in stock and its all mine ! hahaha priscilla drew it for me! shes so nice and sweet ! =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;besides very very very nice , i can't find a word to say nice already . but its really nice ! maybe i should get a tattoo of the picture . hmm thats a good idea ! maybe i'll print it on my boxer , paste it everywhere in my room . thinking alot eh ? haha . my mom just came home with 3 long sleeve clothes . nicholas ! she bought me the same shirt u bought at topman . the same black one . hahaha !&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i woke up around 1 plus , cough and cough and cough . my mom gave me some medicine . i feel so much better after that . chat with priscilla from 2 to 9+ . sorry half of the time i cough and cough . my cough on and off . after she reach home, we continue to chat . omg why why . if i know u from the beginning of my holiday , we can chat for like 2 whole months ! today ( tuesday 02/01/07 ) my last holiday . the monsoon season is gone ! but we're still sick . so no lunch . =(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i don't wanna cut my hair . how ?? pin it up ? i haven't even get my school shoes yet . my school bag . i didn't even buy any school books . never mind . school screws the life of a person alright . besides , maybe i'll cough my heart out , like that i don't need go school anymore . great ? i think so man&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i got 1 week detention from auntie priscilla . can't go anywhere besides school because i came home late yesterday . haha okays its only 1 week , i'm sure its over before i know it . best if i'm sent to the hospital , like that i can skip school at the same time priscilla can come and visit me . hahaha so dear god , sent me to hospital okay ?! hahaha ! each time i talk to u on the phone , i'm smiling to myself . hahaha impossible but true . =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;am i just some random/normal guy that suddenly appear in your life ? i really really hope not . i prefer to think on the bright side . haha =)&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-6541089431563521259?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/6541089431563521259/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=6541089431563521259&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6541089431563521259'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6541089431563521259'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2007/01/its-nice-right-too-bad-only-1-in-stock_01.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp2.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RZluh4os4wI/AAAAAAAAABA/etCiprUtba4/s72-c/CIMG0063b.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-6701959211267843601</id><published>2007-01-01T08:17:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-01-01T08:24:29.495+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>WTF . i type so much den now all gone ! okay i don't want type again already&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;things that happen on nye  .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-went to city hall , eat at subway with teosoon , ba teng and nicholas .&lt;br /&gt;-left for cine to meet yihan , kiff , zhao dong and gui quan .&lt;br /&gt;-bought tickets for blood diamond at  1.45 am&lt;br /&gt;-priscilla told me she going expo . sad .&lt;br /&gt;-walk to far east , back to cine&lt;br /&gt;-80% of the crowd is bangalas&lt;br /&gt;-they spray everyone with foams . next year my turn , i'll spray them with pepper spray.&lt;br /&gt;-my cough hurts my chest and stomach , fever and flu . unbearable&lt;br /&gt;-watch blood diamond , but i think the ppl there wanna kill me because i'm coughing all the time&lt;br /&gt;-priscilla called me , my sick suddenly like gone . =)&lt;br /&gt;-i really wish i see her , but its alright , we chat alot and its great !&lt;br /&gt;-my cough is back . i wanna kill myself already .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;omg this is a stupid post . stupid internet .&lt;br /&gt;Happy New Year !&lt;br /&gt;=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-6701959211267843601?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/6701959211267843601/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=6701959211267843601&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6701959211267843601'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6701959211267843601'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/12/wtf.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-4938831916773352815</id><published>2006-12-31T16:59:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-31T17:11:24.347+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>greedy me ate the entire box of dark chocolate . now i got a cough and i think i injured my stomach . omg omg hahaha . this few days i've been sms-ing and some calls  . to people its like : chey big deal ? . but its everything to me ! hahaha .until now , nicholas haven't decide where to go later . my head kinda blank now . i'll blog later .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;I HOPE I SEE PRISCILLA LATER  . =)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-4938831916773352815?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/4938831916773352815/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=4938831916773352815&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/4938831916773352815'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/4938831916773352815'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/12/greedy-me-ate-entire-box-of-dark.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-8166263127071404072</id><published>2006-12-29T06:51:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-29T06:58:05.258+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>just came back from momo party . well its kinda nice compare to dxo and cocolatte . good music , no girls dancing with me . sitting and screaming the song lyrics near end . but nothing can be compared to the msg i recieve . that msg mean alot ! i mean maybe its just some 3 words . but its everything man . no girls dancing with me , no liquor . but i'm still happy because of that sms . LOL . freak ? no . super duper crazy + overjoyed , yeah . but my cought killing me the whole night . now i even lost my voice .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ITS A PROMISE . NO MORE CLUB AFTER MOMO . i swear &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;=)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm more happy then bill gates now . but i'm also tired and sick omg omg . haha&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-8166263127071404072?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/8166263127071404072/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=8166263127071404072&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/8166263127071404072'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/8166263127071404072'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-5909596373588386688</id><published>2006-12-28T03:55:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-28T07:22:54.134+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i woke up at 3 , didn't see any msg on my phone . so i went back to sleep again . woke up at 7 . still no msg ~ i'm like hoping theres a msg . lol oh well . taiwan got some earthquake that cause bad connection to the internet .  hahaha i keep complaining to tkd . okay later that night it become so much better .  did some msn chatting . and youtubing and its 7.20 already ! i got like 1 hour of sleep before i meet cy . going orchard after we settle our stuff . night , party at momo .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hope u'll recover soon, u've been sick like for days already .&lt;br /&gt;=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' 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rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-6980384317927514383</id><published>2006-12-27T04:45:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-27T07:03:40.319+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>yesterday night i went supper , i didn't blog about that . maybe i did but i forgot . hmm on my way home , i ask cy , what happen if like u happen to know a girl suddenly , just by looking and feeling , u feel like this girl is really a nice girl and stuff and u just like her and trust her with all u got , but in the end , shes just playing with u . his answer was like "woa i sure go crazy."  something like that . i mean love ... its a feeling . can't really say u want or not . it might just suddenly make u feel it towards someone . but it might be lust as well . oh well , like it matters .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;suppose to go buy stuff but the shop didn't open . thats when cy and nic decided to go tampines mall for a show . after i bath and had my dinner , they still haven't call . so i told my maid to give me root beer since my mom bought alot . but i saw the bottle of green tea , so told her give me a cup full of ice instead . pour all my remaining vodka into the cup and mix it with green tea . i really have no idea why . i mean i have such a nice mom that pampers me , 2 good friend that clubs with me and be there for me , knowing so many people during clubbing , now even have a sweet and nice girl that sms me so much . when i club at cocolatte , not in the mood to dance , when i'm out with nic and cy , i didn't talk much . even that day after dxo , i make myself 3 huge cups of hard liquor mix with coke , bottoms up all and i almost vomit . somehow there are times when i just wanna sit quietly at my bed , shutting myself from everyone , and i'll be fine .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i wore 3-quarter pants , t-shirt and shoes . afraid my legs will be cold . i took along my zara men's sweater . for someone who doesn't like vegetables and seldom eat fruits , i'm sick like once every 2 days . my body feels hot on the inside and cold on the outside .  i wonder how i pull thru NS . went to shop around tampines mall den to century square, back to tampines mall . cy bought his shoe . went to buy tickets for night at the museum . the show make me laugh quite abit . but it seems like there's afew fantastic movies coming out soon . more reason for me to go out already . wait , since when i need to have a reason to go out ?  lol . after the movie , took a mrt back to pasir ris . hmm saw an old friend of mine . not really old , but i last contacted her was like 1-2 years ago . shes only 14 lol . omg i forgot how i know her already . oh well.  den went to macdonalds for a drink . after that my mom fetch me home . sry cy and nic , pang seh u . abit fever and my mom bought me dinner .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;once i got home, straight to my computer . crystal and timo ask me go momo on 28th . most prob not going , but who knows if last minute we decide to go . but 31th we confirm going out . theres a party at expo but not interested . $30 per ticket . way to expansive . ekachai birthday falls on 1st jan . so its also countdown to his birthday . so maybe left with me and nicholas again . just now chat with priscilla maybe go out together during new year eve, but singapore is way to small . so... still no plans yet . i'm always planning so far ahead . so this time . i let nature take its course . i'm not gonna do anything about it .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;haha i'm so lucky to hear the music composed by priscilla . its a really powerful music . its like putting your last and only hope on something or someone but yet its turn its back on u . but i think this was compose for ... him . i mean its impossible for somone not to feel touched man . arrrgh nvmind .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm.. i think i might be in love again . haha .. no , i'm serious .&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-6980384317927514383?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/6980384317927514383/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=6980384317927514383&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6980384317927514383'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6980384317927514383'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/12/yesterday-night-i-went-supper-i-didnt.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-9211408897513298478</id><published>2006-12-26T14:56:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-26T16:37:26.112+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>my mom is back . i just found out my mom loss 4k when she went casino . had a really great night chatting with priscilla . see life is so unfair to good people . make me remember i had a dad that makes my mom suffer and step-dad that equally bad . somehow we have something in common . guy that screw up our life in some way . i saw my primary school report book that time , my chinese was 90++ during pri 3 , my best subject man . it was my step-dad that cause me to hate chinese ever since pri 4 . imagine being lock in room , despite its 3-4 am . and only way i can go sleep is i get 38/40 for my chinese . its 3 am ! i'm only primary 4 that time . its so so past my bed time already . i can't even remember anything . when i manage to get 38, i went back my room and cried myself to bed . since then. fail my chinese all the way . hell even if i die, i'll remember it . i don't have a dad i can respect and look up to .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ahhhhh its the past . never mind . still thought i can ask my mom buy for me that CK bag i saw . its only $599 with 50% discount ! but now shes broke , so am i . oh well . i think i still have enough cash to enjoy to last till the new year countdown . i think i'm always making priscilla angry . lol sorry !&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-9211408897513298478?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/9211408897513298478/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=9211408897513298478&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/9211408897513298478'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/9211408897513298478'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/12/my-mom-is-back.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-3872227657618833602</id><published>2006-12-25T07:42:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-25T07:57:29.594+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i slept like only 4-5 hours when nicholas call me . woke up still semi-drunk from all the bottom's up . sms, sms , sms, bath, when to meet cy , sms , sms, sms , meet nic at orchard , sms , sms , sms  . yeah i sms alot today haha ~ a new friend name priscilla . so after dinner at orchard , we went to cocolatte .  its super duper small . its like worst then dxo . and i really sick of clubbing this time . and for real man . not interested in dancing with anyone , girl , guy , gay . all not interested . i think i'll start clubbing once i remake my fake ic . after party suppose to meet my aunt at a pub . but they gtg around that time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;slowly walk out trying to get a cab. but all changing shift and on call .then theres a china girl drunk . bla bla bla .... den she went into the cab . minutes later , the cab suddenly stop infront of us and her friend ask for nicholas and cy number . cy give my number to her BUT i dunno la. wtf . she started to call me already . but i ask them to answer . talk rubbish . den went to 7/11 to get some snacks . went to sit down and chat . den walk all the way to mos, and finally got a cab . i mean where all the cab go ?!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hey girl, u're sick yet u still go out never rest . haha rest man ~ more water . hope u recover soon =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my mom should be back my tonight if i'm not wrong . alright , my house is in a mess now ! alright i need my sleep !&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE ~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-3872227657618833602?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/3872227657618833602/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=3872227657618833602&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/3872227657618833602'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/3872227657618833602'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/12/i-slept-like-only-4-5-hours-when.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-606269229934547268</id><published>2006-12-24T15:46:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-24T16:30:04.968+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;alright i feel so much better now . =)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RY4x7SQH_7I/AAAAAAAAAAM/iemQjTrIQ-k/s1600-h/DSC00855.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5011998329891454898" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RY4x7SQH_7I/AAAAAAAAAAM/iemQjTrIQ-k/s400/DSC00855.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;nicholas , choon yan and me . 3 gaylords . ha~&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RY41ASQH_8I/AAAAAAAAAAU/EezYOt1IK-Y/s1600-h/DSC00852.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5012001714325684162" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RY41ASQH_8I/AAAAAAAAAAU/EezYOt1IK-Y/s400/DSC00852.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;we're gay ~ ha ~ this picture kinda lame i know haha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RY44cSQH_9I/AAAAAAAAAAc/UKAKphLkv34/s1600-h/DSC00853.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5012005493896904658" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RY44cSQH_9I/AAAAAAAAAAc/UKAKphLkv34/s400/DSC00853.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;blah ~ i need to bath now . i still feel like puking . ha&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-606269229934547268?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/606269229934547268/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=606269229934547268&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/606269229934547268'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/606269229934547268'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/12/alright-i-feel-so-much-better-now.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp0.blogger.com/_H3t8u0Az8EU/RY4x7SQH_7I/AAAAAAAAAAM/iemQjTrIQ-k/s72-c/DSC00855.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-3680253687604635515</id><published>2006-12-24T09:02:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-24T09:07:44.490+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>its 9.04 now . i just drink alot of hard liquor . sucks donkey ass trying not to vomit . now i know how my mom feel . dumb tickets, gay party . so many homo guys grind me . no fun . infact i'm super moody when i step into dxo . worst still, my computer was attacked by virus . i'm drunk now . thats all i want . the end . sry for the retarded gay mood swing .&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' 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width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-7698346409206858348</id><published>2006-12-23T02:14:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-23T04:06:44.944+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hella day today . super tired ! maybe due to the weather , i slept until 5 ! woke up , went to my new house to eat . after that took some songs from my cousin's computer . lol omg my 1 gb memory now left with 74mb . got my christmas present from my aunt . she also gave me "Absolut Vodka" and "BAILEY" . haha she knows i love liquors ! hahaha . anyone wanna come my house and drink ? family overseas . hahaha ! after that my mom fetch me home and left for badminton . after that shes not coming back home. shes staying over at the terrace and go straight to genting . can't go because i'm selling tickets ( zzz. damn ) , and not really interested . rather celebrate with my 2 gay nicholas and choon yan . when i got home . super headache . having slight fever and busying trying to sell my tickets out . this gonna be my first and last time selling tickets man . super troublesome .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whole night trying take a nap, yet rushing to my computer to see if theres any response . hella man . UNTIL , crystal chatted with me . we played pictionary . haha , thats when i started to have fun and totally forget about my tickets . awhile later sherlyn come online . den she was added to the conversation . alien talk 1/2 of the time . no idea what they were talking . oh and i'm known a EL now ! haha omg i have no idea how come i'm EL . at first it was enchanting lemon , den exciting lover , after that enchanting lizard , (still got more ~ ) enchanting lion , ( even more ! ) energetic lemon and the last but not least , erotic lollipop ! hahaha . after that talks like attacking a bangala etc etc . what have woman become this days !? must the the technology! hmm i decided , i won't care my tickets anymore . if i can't sell .... tml den say ! alright i can't wait for nic to come ,  he can bath for me , and i can bath for him . theres so much to do ! LOL . who ask u that night act gay with me . now my turn to gay with u muhahaha . i'm gonna drink my hearts out later , because i think later dxo sure more guys then girls again . gonna watch cartoon for abit and some ice-cream before i sleep . still . SMACK THAT ! hahaha !&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-7698346409206858348?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/7698346409206858348/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=7698346409206858348&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7698346409206858348'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7698346409206858348'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/12/hella-day-today.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-1707555945804069246</id><published>2006-12-22T03:14:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-22T05:25:02.201+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>uhh... i was thinking of blogging before i go to bed but i just fell asleep with my dear computer on just like that . i remember before this moniter , i burn .... lets see . once with i was pri 5 when i super obsessed with neopets and runescape . play 24/7 and i burn my first moniter . i beg my mom for a instant replacement . like 2-3 months later . it got too hot and burned down as well . thats when my mom keep complaining that my computer needs a rest and so do i . god knows i fell for diablo 2 . play like theres no tomorrow ! and i burn it again. like during sec 1 like that . okay u get the point . but ever since this year . pretty much stop my games . i spend so much time on games . i get bored easily . thats good haha i'm out of my addiction .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;haha . i forgot what time i woke up . chat with nicholas for awhile . den suddenly zuhui was online . soo we chat and chat and chat until its evening . hahaha ~ when to bath and stuff . but as usual i'm late  . so my mom came up first . left the house like 7.35 . thinking i might be early , i told me mom go newton first . went there , first thing i say is CRAB CRAB ! LOL . so she went to buy crabs . i told her i wanted black pepper but she say white pepper one quite nice . and some other foods . all take away . when we're back in the car . i'm suppose to meet bryan for the tickets , but i couldn't contact him . so i quickly call jeremy as my mom was complaining "1 more road to orchard already ! so where !? cine ? " . so jeremy told me his watching a movie . so i told bryan tml, which is later , i'll go take from him . rush back home and eat my crab haha ! man ! its been awhile since i eat crab from newton already ! still taste as good ! after that , had ice cream . ha~ enjoying life eh? heh . brag about it to zuhui since shes online . ha i can pester her now since her computer is okay already ! but i owe her 2 ice-cream already ! haha never mind , wait she'll grow fat . haha ! oh yeah our conversation have alot of haha and lol .  speechless . ha .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;with this kinda weather . i doubt i can drive my mom's car any moment now . and this weather is killing everyone as well . directly and indirectly . mood killer ! almost everyone is sick . common ones are cold and fever . haha . 1/3 or 1/4 of my msn list have mention their sick in your msn nick . worst still , christmas is near . man . i fear landslide . my family is going genting this saturday . i'm not going because i'm selling tickets, and i don't wanna go . i'm sure my mom going casino again . last time she went, won like afew thousand , but next day lost all . greed kills .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so, i'm gonna be so lonely at home . nicholas say we go town during christmas eve . but if not confirm because maybe last minute got family gathering . choon yan thinks i'm gay because each time i see nicholas i look happy . i think i might be gay as well . haha . like they said. i think too much . i'm sure someone will ask me out ! i hope LOL. nah if not i go my terrace bbq~ best if u don't rain . thanks . SMACK THAT! haha ! alright more rest for me if not i won't get better . i still need to go town (again) for the tickets man.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-1707555945804069246?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/1707555945804069246/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=1707555945804069246&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/1707555945804069246'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/1707555945804069246'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/12/uhh.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-6559381247469825349</id><published>2006-12-21T03:37:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-21T07:27:56.220+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>omg, it seems like my blog is harder to hack den some password protected blog . hahaha ! damn rain and rain . when will it stop . serene ask me go church this thursday for chrismas celebration , which is later , but i have no details and its been awhile since i went to church . oh well , find 1 day den go visit them . just made some new friends . haha not bad for a anti-social guy like me. infact i think i'm more social now days . LOL~ okay since sherlyn talk about blog, suddenly have the urge to blog . blog rubbish that is ! i'm so lazy to sell my tickets right now man . later evening i still need to go get my tickets . alright my first and last time selling tickets ! i mean i'm rich , i don't need extra income . LOL i'm kidding . my jokes are getting lame . Christmas is coming and my family is going overseas .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;actually, i'm suppose to moved in to my terrace already , but my mom come up with all the excuses. so next year , after my sister finish her PSLE . but make no difference anyway . i'm currently staying at pasir ris , so far from town . each time i party or stay in town till morning , my cab fare cost me a bomb . when i move in to my terrace, its a chua chu kang . i mean its the same ! believe me or not . i started to write this like 2-3 hours ago , now its 5 am already ! and its still raining . haha now i drag until 7.03 now ! haha ! and ! i just made a new friend again ! a girl name Syndris . haha unique name . chat quite a bit haha . chat until the sun came out . the sky is yellow omg! haha ! good weather to sleep ! all i need to do is to tuck myself in, think of a cute girls smile that makes me go omg~ . den i'll fall asleep in minutes ! imagine this time of the day where ppl just woke up and say : today will be a good new day ahead ! , while me : alright time for bed ! haha i'm so tired ! bed ! oh yeah before that -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;EVE@DXO !!!&lt;br /&gt;23rd December 2006&lt;br /&gt;Presales $18 + One Free Drink&lt;br /&gt;Age Limit: 16 and above.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;RnB &amp; HipHop All night long!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Come Dress in WHITE and be spotted byour NIGHTWATCH crew to win XmasHampers!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The best Dressed Male &amp;amp; Female wouldwin a Bottles EACH!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One-for-One and CRAZY Drink deals!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So what are you still waiting for?Please contact JASON @ 92471254 and&lt;br /&gt;get the ticket NOW !!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;See you guys at the party !(:&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-6559381247469825349?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/6559381247469825349/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=6559381247469825349&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6559381247469825349'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6559381247469825349'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/12/omg-it-seems-like-my-blog-is-harder-to.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-7398183727515918681</id><published>2006-12-20T04:46:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-20T04:55:30.716+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>sleeping soundly until nicholas call me . fall back to bed and slept awhile more . woke up and bath after that went to eat steamboat with my teacher , nic and qi xiang . lotsa talking . after that head to city hall . den gary and 2 girls wanna meet us . ...... . den we went DXO . was perfectly fine but suddenly caught a cold. keep sneezing the whole night ! but lucky me it became better after awhile . must be someone cursing me the whole night man ! ok never mind . actually got alot more . hmm dunno how to write . alright i'm back . time for bed. thanks mom for the cab fare . sorry mom to wake u up in the middle of the night . quite a nice night .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;=)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-7398183727515918681?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/7398183727515918681/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=7398183727515918681&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7398183727515918681'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/7398183727515918681'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/12/sleeping-soundly-until-nicholas-call-me.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-6567983945345278620</id><published>2006-12-13T04:19:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-13T04:21:19.170+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>2 girls , high party , just kinda sad it ends at 3.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OMG.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-6567983945345278620?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/6567983945345278620/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=6567983945345278620&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6567983945345278620'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6567983945345278620'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/12/2-girls-high-party-just-kinda-sad-it.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-2250616846860560988</id><published>2006-11-26T01:36:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-12-26T03:11:51.604+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hey man . i'm at my cousin house right now. damn bored. haha. ok later i'll have soccer training . need to get my stuff from nicholas first . after that, should be going &lt;a href="mailto:liberation@MOS"&gt;liberation@MOS&lt;/a&gt; after that. most prob with nicholas and choon yan. maybe with more, maybe only with nicholas . i'll get the tickets tml. anyway. i've been finding the drink that i drank that day , the one with fire , its something like "flaming lamborgini " . 1 small glass with a straw, once they lit the drink, quickly suck it all up . strongest one i ever tasted . hahaha . too bad it didn't knock me down . but if i'm going for 2nd shot, i'll prob go K.O. haha. go try it if u want . i'm sure it'll knock u out asap. hahaha . okay i'm finding a group of ppl who willing to follow me club . my good friend working. so need to find new group . hehe. if i'm fine if u're a guy or girl, yeah i'll go party with u guys ! i'm pretty friendly u know ! haha . most prob i gonna kill myself by partying tml, tuesday and thursday . and provided i got cash and mood to do so . haha . OK i just found it !&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ok about the flaming lamborgini cocktail -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1 pax/ounce= 30ml,(1 shot is slightly more.. around1/5 ounce to 2, 40 to 44 ml dependings) cocktail glass(commonly known martini glass) ard 6 ounce..180ml hmm. collins ard 14 ounce.. ard 414ml.. shot glass comes in 1.5 and 2 ounce.. ard 45 or 60ml..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;flaming lamborgini:&lt;br /&gt;there is two mix to tis..&lt;br /&gt;1st is 1 ounce Kahlua&lt;br /&gt;1 ounce Sambuca&lt;br /&gt;1 ounce Blue Curacao&lt;br /&gt;1 ounce Bailey's irish cream&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pour Sambuca and Kahlua into a Cocktail Glass and give the drinker a straw. Pour Baileys and Blue Curacao into two seperate shot glass place on either side of the cocktail glass. Set light the concotion in the cocktail glass and start to drink through the straw (this should be drunk in one shot) ,wen its almost gone pour in the Baileys and Blue Curacao into the cocktail glass and keep drinking till it's all gone!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2nd is&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1 ounce Kahlua&lt;br /&gt;1 oz Amaretto&lt;br /&gt;1 oz Vodka&lt;br /&gt;1/2 oz Yellow Chartreuse&lt;br /&gt;1 oz Blue Curacao&lt;br /&gt;1/2 oz Milk&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;instead of Sambuca and Bailey's&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mix Kalhua, Amaretto, and Vodka in cocktail glass. Float the Chartreusse. pour Blue Curacao into a shot glass and float the milk. drink in one shot and pour in the Blue Curacao as drinker reaches its end..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i note it down from somewhere, i forgot where is it . haha my bad .&lt;br /&gt;see as easy as ABC , BUT ! i don't advice to try this at home, because i ever saw people burning themself after drinking it . so there it is ! enjoy =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-2250616846860560988?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/2250616846860560988/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=2250616846860560988&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/2250616846860560988'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/2250616846860560988'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/11/hey-man.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-6579779609847582171</id><published>2006-11-24T02:01:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-24T02:35:33.027+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hey ! saw this on the web :&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Originally Posted by forever-urs :&lt;br /&gt;Let Me Ask First :Why are guys so insensitive to girls emotions?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;the answer from another person.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I read somewhere that a guy's brain are significantly geared towards straightforward communication (as they need to hunt and such, back in the old old days) while girl's brain are geared towards the full-aspect of social communication (as they have to socialise more with others more than the males back in the old old days). While some guys may be really being insensitive, but most of the guys are just unable to pick up subtle body langugage, and such because their brains (okay, mine too) simply does not expect to pick them up.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;totally agree with it. i mean mind games are fun, but too much will make a guy think the opposite. lol. ok i'm having some lessons from ivan on how to hook up a girl. hahaha =p&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-6579779609847582171?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/6579779609847582171/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=6579779609847582171&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6579779609847582171'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6579779609847582171'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/11/hey-saw-this-on-web-originally-posted.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-6504695502611170103</id><published>2006-11-23T23:52:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-24T00:20:29.478+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;haha . seriously i'm thinking too much . that 1 year of fun cost my future . actually it was fine, it seems normal , but its affecting my life and future man. ah crap. man, its even hard to find a good friend to pour out my problems and drink our hearts out. choon yan working, nicholas lim overseas. u know the feeling of seeing someone, yet u could't . manage to communicate with someone yet u think shes got a boyfriend . and basically feeling inferior towards all girls.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;nicholas . i miss u man. come back to singapore and talk to me leh . make out with me . gay lol&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/1600/185076/DSC00103.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/400/889202/DSC00103.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/1600/564099/DSC00102.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/400/902383/DSC00102.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;3 ladies, 1 guy, 3 gay muhahaha&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-6504695502611170103?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/6504695502611170103/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=6504695502611170103&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6504695502611170103'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6504695502611170103'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/11/haha.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-148091459800768204</id><published>2006-11-23T00:57:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-23T00:59:22.636+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>damn.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-148091459800768204?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/148091459800768204/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=148091459800768204&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/148091459800768204'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/148091459800768204'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/11/damn.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-231672584660797763</id><published>2006-11-22T15:33:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-22T15:46:19.567+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>how on earth could i not sleep after one hard rocking night . from morning until now keep turning around leh. zzz wanna sleep also cannot sleep. blah so many things on my mind now ! AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;even with a blog, i still think its not safe to type out all my problems out. boo. i need a friend to share my problems with ! &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;this sucks donkey ass.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-231672584660797763?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/231672584660797763/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=231672584660797763&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/231672584660797763'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/231672584660797763'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/11/how-on-earth-could-i-not-sleep-after.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-2623075960132338648</id><published>2006-11-22T06:39:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-22T07:09:27.887+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Just came home from a somewhat nice and lame night. spend ALOT ! firstly, i slept until 5++ pm yesterday, woke up, bath, wait for hair dry, den style it, suddenly choon yan called and say he accompany me go MoS ! Whoa shiok seh ! at least 1 guy accompany me go la. if not i'll be going with 5 girls. haha. okay, den meet stephan and that who ah i forget guy. lol den took a cab from eunos to MoS. at first reach there damn power man ! so many ppl ! was thinking most prob like last time at DXO, line up from 10.30 until 1.30++ . but , everyone was talking, EH EZ-LINK CANNOT USE! den 3 of my girl-friends never bring ic. choon yan also never bring ic. but his "Inter Driving Lice" got rejected. so accompany him ALL the way back to pasir ris, take ic, den come ALL the way back. like that $30 LOL. after that went in, VERY PACKED! hahaha ! den went to dance, but can't seem to squeeze in eh. so slowly slowly finally squeeze until around center area. saw pris, my primary sch friend . hahaha actually expected her long ago liao ! den her friend said theres 1 fat guy keep pestering them . So, i dance with her haha . actually never drink den dance really like 50% no mood one. but got hot babe dancing with me, so thats good also ! hmm... alot to say but kinda long long long .... den went to drink/rest , meet up with choon yan and den went back to dance with teo soon and guys. den manage to walk into the ring. dance with 2 sexy ang mo GUY. GUY not girl LOL. super duper funny eh. but my ears like deaf like that. whole night can't hear anyone talk. ok skip skip skip. den went macdonalds for breakfast, and taxi back home. hahah .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;P.S. next time go clubbing bring IC ! funny almost 1/2 the crowd never bring ic. hahaha !&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/1600/124373/DSC00640.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/320/870801/DSC00640.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/1600/690761/DSC00641.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/320/440939/DSC00641.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/1600/592111/DSC00642.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/320/39419/DSC00642.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/1600/847288/DSC00644.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/320/717009/DSC00644.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/1600/23911/DSC00645.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/320/302260/DSC00645.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/1600/818312/DSC00646.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/320/431440/DSC00646.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/1600/21301/DSC00002.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger2/396/3742/320/199859/DSC00002.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;    thats all i got . party mood, not photo shooting mood. haha. still got 2 more parties coming this week ! muhahahaha ! well i'm off to my bed !&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-2623075960132338648?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/2623075960132338648/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=2623075960132338648&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/2623075960132338648'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/2623075960132338648'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/11/just-came-home-from-somewhat-nice-and.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-6111470319483423935</id><published>2006-11-19T17:11:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-19T17:38:30.922+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>yesterday, went to choon yan house. checking out all the latest FHM and Maxim . hot seh.. alot hot babes. saw a pen thats worth 1/2 a million. lol . alot of nice clothes and watches la. all nice and expansive. those limited edition watches are hot. imagine owning one of those, world only have 25 in stock. after that albert came. and we went for dinner. after that slack at playground near my house. talk and talk as usual la. den choon yan went home first. and we met clifford around 1++ am.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    woke up at 12 just now. went to eat breakfast with choon yan and albert at whitesands . actually , today plan is go play pool . but simon say he tired. ok never mind. i'm too used to play at labyrinth anyway. but its hella expansive . ok i think theres no more events for now. i'm gonna take off my contacts and sleep.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    anything can happen , anytime , anywhere . seriously this is stupid. i'm being sad for no reason . actually got la . hiya . i just want some peace and quiet . hiya...... i wanna taste the feeling of dieing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    anyway, JACKASS 2 is coming out ! its gonna be a kickass movie lol&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-6111470319483423935?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/6111470319483423935/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=6111470319483423935&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6111470319483423935'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/6111470319483423935'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/11/yesterday-went-to-choon-yan-house.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-3706618939312721416</id><published>2006-11-18T11:11:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-11-18T11:36:22.409+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>pretty boring. and i'm seeing boring. hearing boring. feeling boring. tasting boring. smell boring.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    recently, simon and clifford asked me out with them together with 3 other ladies ( all from band ) . went to play pool . its been awhile since i play pool lol. totally suck at it now. haha. somemore sick at that time. super duper cold. simon , as usual crap and crap and crap. lol never fails to entertain me. after that 2 of the girls went home. and the remaining 4 of us went to watch movie, The Covenant . its been awhile seen i watch such a cool movie lol. after that accompany simon to the cab stand, den accompany err.... a girl, sry bad memory, lol, for her dad. den walk from tampines to pasir ris. lol my contact lens were damn dry. while we're walking towards pasir ris, we talked alot. hahaha. basically all about the day la . den walk back home, take off contact lens, eat my awful medicine, and off to bed .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    thursday and friday, nothing much . medicine,rest,medicine,rest, computer,computer,computer, clifford, hard gay, family guy, girls . and all the lame stuff u can think off . ahh i wanna girlfriend as well. lol i'm open to everyone! guys as well. i don't mind being gay. thats a hint for u clifford lol. next week going Ministry of Sound on tuesday, most prob club momo on tursday, and DXO on saturday. lotsa party, need lotsa money. and even more parties during december . lol poor clifford. still a kid.hahaha .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well, i think i'll start to do linking now. i'm bored anyway. who want me to link, leave a msg in tagboard !&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-3706618939312721416?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/3706618939312721416/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=3706618939312721416&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/3706618939312721416'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/3706618939312721416'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/11/pretty-boring.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-116171536529940466</id><published>2006-10-25T02:20:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-10-25T02:42:45.316+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>a fishball told me to update so i shall update. alright on 21 oct, ALOT of us went to DXO. so cool man. very cool. drink alot and alot of girls. came home around 5-6 am. sleep until night. not much happen .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3069/605/1600/whatisLOVE142-small.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3069/605/320/whatisLOVE142-small.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;teo soon, garie , ken, jeric, nick, allan, cy and me lol&lt;br /&gt;DXO&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today. went out cycle around pasir ris with clifford teo GUI SHENG. he dropped his cap with racing with me. lol went back to find it. tired tired tired! went to loyang point to eat dinner. saw mr ong. lol . man i love the coke from Macdonalds. they just taste different. different in a sense, BETTER . haha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ok up coming parties at nov. but have no idea should go CocoLatte or Club MoMo.&lt;br /&gt;momo seems to have more girls leh. but cocolatte i never go before. so no idea. any one have opinion?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This Coming Week Schedue.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Monday : Promotion Day ( 12:00 A.M - 11:59 P.M )&lt;br /&gt;Tuesday : Clifford's "Birthday ( 12:00 A.M - 11:59 P.M )&lt;br /&gt;Wednesday : School - Elective Module ( Last Lesson) ( 08:00 A.M - 01:30 P.M )&lt;br /&gt;Most Prob Soccer or Slacking ( 01:30 P.M - 11:59 P.M )&lt;br /&gt;Thursday : 2nd last day of school, talk rubbish ( 12:00 A.M - 11:59 P.M )&lt;br /&gt;Friday : Last Day Of School ( HAVOC TIME ) ( 07:30 A.M - 11:59 P.M )&lt;br /&gt;Saturday : if manage to find 18y.o ic for me and nick&lt;br /&gt;, Clubbing at MOS Helloween Party. ( 09:00 P.M - 04:00 A.M )&lt;br /&gt;OR&lt;br /&gt;if not maybe go Wild Wild Wet and play ( ??:?? A.M - ??:?? P.M )&lt;br /&gt;Sunday : MAYBE Sentosa ( 07:30 P.M - ??:?? P.M)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;Note : Terms and Conditions Apply . May Change without notice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Done . wow this is crazy. lol&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-116171536529940466?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/116171536529940466/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=116171536529940466&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/116171536529940466'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/116171536529940466'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/10/fishball-told-me-to-update-so-i-shall.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-116078021420654226</id><published>2006-10-14T06:55:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-10-14T06:56:54.220+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>DXO DXO DXO. small but i like. small better what can bua and bua ahahaha. too bad no hard liquor and girls. hiya still good night except the 3 hour waiting time. mfo. zzzz alright sleep ya&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-116078021420654226?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/116078021420654226/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=116078021420654226&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/116078021420654226'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/116078021420654226'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/10/dxo-dxo-dxo.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-115910790247695716</id><published>2006-09-24T22:10:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-09-24T22:25:02.486+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>whoo crap i spend my saturday and sunday slacking at my cousin house. whole saturday sleep . alright i'll talk about friday first. when to school as per normal. As usual, almost late again because fetch albert leow bird thiong chai. did my D&amp;T work and didn't manage to finish it. super duper tired and stuff. so tml need to work extra hard to finish it. then..... skip skip skip until after school. finish school at 1.50. but have oral exams and must report at 2.30. so went to kick soccer for awhile, whoo SCORE! its been awhile since i score, i always miss and miss and miss. den rush over but still late. lucky i'll allowed to take the oral. haha. i slept until my turn. its my first time feeling so scared . never fail oral before. all the while was good in oral. but some reason i think i did kinda bad. blah. went to play soccer again until 6pm. everyone when to rest. so we started to do handstands. for some reason, i realize its ok to fall on the first attempt, u'll usually make it on the 2nd attempt. thats what i think after i fall when i tried to do the handstand on thrusday, and i manage to do it on friday. kinda proud of myself. alright i can start breakdancing soon. haha. i got garie to teach me .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  after that, went home . super tired. den calvin, albert and tkd went to choon yan house. so i tag along. they decided to stay over. but choon yan dad suddenly came home so they went to my house. we went to the playground and talk from 12am to 6am(about 2am go my house rest den 4am go again) . talk alot. ALOT. talk about bad times and good times as well. like who is sexy and pretty in our school. and we got our winner. ahaha. oh well. den when back at 6 plus and watch some tv and fall asleep. about 8 plus. mom nag and nag until 9 plus den i drag myself to the bathroom and then to my new house. after that, MORE SLEEP. hahaha. oh well. exams are coming. everyone not in the mood to go out. alright. may everyone get good results and world peace until i die.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-115910790247695716?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/115910790247695716/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=115910790247695716&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115910790247695716'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115910790247695716'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/09/whoo-crap-i-spend-my-saturday-and.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-115839370499882460</id><published>2006-09-16T15:43:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-09-16T16:01:45.010+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>after a nice LOONNNG sleep, it feels great! yesterday, we, albert, cheng long, laykoon, cheryl, clifford, kahng, calvin and choonyan went out to celebrate cy's birthday. went to Marina to eat. we went to eat Genki Sushi i think? foods were below average. hard to swallow. lol. but the service was good! took lots of pictures but mostly with cheryl. haha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After we ate, we wanted to watch movie, but cheryl and clifford needs to go to their friends chalet. so we sent them off, to took a cab, and continue our walk in Marina Maze , also known as (MM) for us. lol. bad i tell ya. we walk HOURS! but at times, we find some nice place, we took pictures, ahh feels great eh. even got scolded by the security guard. hahaha . after that have some talk, kahng and cheng long went home. soon..... bla bla bla.... we went home as well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i don't think its nice for girls to torture guys. if girls don't like the guy. just say it. better for both parties. yesterday night pretty nice until u guys keep thinking of girls and got stress over it. know your limit, its nice to have fun, not overboard.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh well. here are some pic my phone captured -:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3069/605/1600/DSC00538.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3069/605/320/DSC00538.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i forget who is who, i think its albert,calvin,cy,clifford,me,kh,chenglong (left to right)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3069/605/1600/DSC00539.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3069/605/320/DSC00539.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;its us again =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3069/605/1600/DSC00542.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3069/605/320/DSC00542.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm the lowest because calvin head is too big, top albert, cy, kh. haha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well thats all ! memories&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-115839370499882460?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/115839370499882460/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=115839370499882460&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115839370499882460'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115839370499882460'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/09/after-nice-loonnng-sleep-it-feels.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-115799652152919264</id><published>2006-09-12T01:37:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-09-12T01:42:01.546+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;p&gt;  well, back to blogging again. help out with dinner just now. man its great! feels great to help my maid and mom to do the dinner. AND, it taste good! haha. i've been a good boy for this few days. hehes. just had my hair re-dyed blacked and cut. short and neat. AND, i bought the Jay Chou new album. Not a CRAZY fan of him but his songs are great and pleasing to the ear. like that 3rd song on the album. haha hear it makes me kinda moody moody feel, go check out the song's MV. cool eh. haha. hmm i hope everyday will be like today, normal normal, carefree feel. better will be good as well! haha. alright. time for bed! back to school&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;oh yeah its 911 day. Pay Tribute to ppl who died. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-115799652152919264?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/115799652152919264/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=115799652152919264&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115799652152919264'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115799652152919264'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/09/well-back-to-blogging-again.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-115793061568221509</id><published>2006-09-11T07:02:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-09-11T07:23:35.716+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i got lotsa things from my aunt that came back from overseas and mom from another country as well. more clothes. hehes. ate what ramen in CCK lot 1 Shopping mall. yeah its kinda better then Sakae Sushi, way better. I LOVE OCTOPUS BALL! haha superb sexy taste! talk talk about my future again.... same theory lesson from same person, my aunt. but thats because shes concern la. suddenly very eager to celebrate christmas eh. no idea why! but i wanna celebrate at my new house, with my family. kinda think of it, i realize i celebrate my pass 4 years of christmas with my fellow friends. i'll make an exception for this year!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;  woa, for no reason i manage to dream of ______. kinda freak me out. but it make my feelings go wild, real wild. wanna get to know u more, but doesn't seem possible. character, u have it all, sweet , cheerful, a smile that melts the hearts of everyone, heart of gold. somehow, i have lots to say but i can't express it out. thats how bad i am. haha. u're the girl i want but i won't get. &lt;/em&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-115793061568221509?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/115793061568221509/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=115793061568221509&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115793061568221509'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115793061568221509'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/09/i-got-lotsa-things-from-my-aunt-that.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-115782681388567029</id><published>2006-09-10T02:31:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-09-10T02:33:33.930+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>back so fast?! yeah! was surfing around MapleSEA Forums in the Bowman Community and i saw this flamer being flame by another guy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;:&lt;br /&gt;I have found out something about MrLembu, aka GoodLembu and LembuReturns... He's actually a friend of mine.After 6 years of drug addiction, being kicked out of school due to zeroes, ones, and negative twenty-fives on his exam papers due to not even being able to spell his name correctly, and his peers commenting on his minuscule 'organ', William, or Little Willy, as we would call him, turned to an obssesive life of mapling, 'other side' pornography, and after purchasing a set of silicone implants, tran personal sites, which is why he calls himself 'lembu' today, as he looks like a pregnant, sag-faced, 400 pound weakling with 'Uchiha gearz', a hermit, a few sets of steelies/ilbis, and a half-retarded pet cat sitting on his lap.We see Little Willy here today, as a hater of the archer community, after being ksed by one/a couple of them, which is why he's decided to noob on our humble little bowman forum.Dont worry, cow, you dont have to understand =D Its all perfectly understandable that you do not have a life, and are incapable of doing so.Someone please stalk him in cass for absolutely no reason at all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ahahahah . see re-playing maple is kinda good thing after all. u get to play and meet retards lolol&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-115782681388567029?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/115782681388567029/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=115782681388567029&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115782681388567029'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115782681388567029'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/09/back-so-fast-yeah-was-surfing-around.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-115775977101853691</id><published>2006-09-09T07:01:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-09-09T07:56:11.056+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hehes. guess whos back? back again. Jason's back. tell a friend. haha. recently everyone like YOUR BLOG IS SO DEAD! UPDATE UPDATE!! Well, as u can see, i'm a busy person. haha well "busy" is also known as "lazy" in my dictonary. I can't believe its already Saturday! My cousin coming back later in the evening with lotsa goodies from....uhhh... i forget. sorta snowing there i think. and my family went overseas. Kinda left My uncle,my AH gong, my cousin's maid, the 2 doggies and me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  blah i tell u. ITS EERIE to stay in a HUGE house with so little ppl! Yeah, i'm at my new house. anyone wanna visit me? haha after your o's and n's levels ok. no problem. bbq also can! self-service! haha. since i update once in awhile, i'll try to keep it long as possible okay. i'll try&lt;br /&gt;=)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  hmm. lets start about my family. my mom gave my "dad" 2 weeks to find a job and work for AT LEAST a YEAR. still, he doesn't care and only pretend to find job infront of my mom. out of sudden! he left the house. kinda glad that he left but kinda sad as well. well. after all he took care of me a little bit. he was the one that make me study 40 chinese spelling until i hate chinese and fail since pri 4, when his drunk, talk lotsa shits and stuff and scold everyone and make my mom suffered. but when his in good mood(once in a blue moon), he jokes around, share with me his cookie and cook for the family. seriously i still hate him. but now his gone, my mom seems to be happier and have more freedom. sometimes he return home for a rest and left before my mom reach home. but thats ok. as long he doesn't affect my mom or me. blah... got lots of stuff i wanna tell someone whom i can trust and really talk to, but i don't seem to have a friend like that. so i can only keep everything to myself. oh well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  alright! lets talk about my school life. hmm. nothing much. basically 30% of the year i was not in school. in order to achive that. u need a lazy character and attitude + a super good give-in mom! haha! hmm even i skip school so much. i manage to pass! i mean MUST pass lah. 2nd time studying liao. don't wanna waste time again. i'll promise to do well for EoY exams, for the sake of ppl who care about me, for my mom, for my future, for me. thats a promise. but i'll most PROB gonna transfer school. haha. Maybe only lah. but also good lol. get to know more ppl, girls. muhahaha.&lt;br /&gt;still for u guys out there, o levels and n levels are coming, seeing everyone stressing over studies, all study study study. no time to do other stuff. BUT! efforts will pay off! Study harder for this 2-3 months, Enjoy for the rest of your life! at least that will ensure better future. All the best!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  ehh games? i'm hooked up on maplestory again. haha. its fun to go back and look at those small body big heads character walking around killing snails. hahaha. my life kinda boring boring one.&lt;br /&gt;haha. oh yeah i'm most prob gonna take up guitar or bass. piano learn from my sister. lol. my cousin gonna take up drums. haha. find some friends and form a band or something. haha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  for some reason, sometimes i have a urge to find a girlfriend. not a super hot body babes, i prefer a girl next door, a sweet and innocent yet smart and independent . willing to give herself and me personal space. happy with what we have and user-friendly. like that easier to understand, haha. but sometimes, i think that girls are not important at all, they are troublesome, complains at everything we(guys) do, and.... forget already haha. kinda think that i'm gay. sometimes when i'm out with my guy mates, and their female friends decided to meet them, i start to complain and complain AND COMPLAIN. sometimes even to the extend that i feel super duper down. haha. but come to think of it. having a girlfriend have is good side and its downside. for me, i prefer to look on the bright side. so i think its good to have a girlfriend to share your troubles with. but then i still think need to have feel first. no feel, how pretty also don't want. ahaha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  hehes. see this is kinda long yeah! so most prob my next post will be ......... FAR! haha. hehes so anyone wanna be my girlfriend yet? boyfriend also can. give me a call or sms will do ! hahaha alright. its 7.46 AM in the morning already! thats fast! haha!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Heres a updated photo of me ; Limited to My Readers ONLY!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3069/605/1600/DSC00512.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3069/605/200/DSC00512.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Its a NERD! haha proud to be one =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-115775977101853691?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/115775977101853691/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=115775977101853691&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115775977101853691'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115775977101853691'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/09/hehes.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-115427602026232914</id><published>2006-07-30T23:11:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-07-31T00:13:40.273+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>whoo . party's over! sorry to those people i didn't ask to come. firstly, my house too far, secondly, my house is small la, can't call alot people come as well. i shall briefly talk about it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;woke up about 11+, called calvin SIM and Choon Yan, den headed to city hall ; suntec city , wanted to watch a movie but due to time, we didn't manage to catch a movie. so we went for lunch at sakae sushi , wow cost a bomb in my wallet, haha but once a year ma, its ok haha. den calvin and cy took my wallet away, and took all my stuff, suddenly they suprise me with a new wallet! so touched that i wanna cry. haha. lost of words at that moment. having friends like them in my life is such a blessing! after that we went to meet the other guys and went to chua chu kang ; my new house. ah my 2nd time going there. haha got present from my cousin as well. thanks. aloy also gave me present. did some bbq and games all night. i fall asleep because i'm tired haha. simple but still, i love it. thanks for attend everyone =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;life is just like that, anything may happen anytime anywhere. to my good friend ivan whom i know from church, best of luck for your operation. if only i could give my "birthday luck" to u. but don't worry! everythings gonna be fine! best of luck!&lt;/em&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-115427602026232914?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/115427602026232914/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=115427602026232914&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115427602026232914'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115427602026232914'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/07/whoo.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-115354336246050116</id><published>2006-07-22T12:16:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-07-22T12:42:42.473+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i decided to blog again arrrgh. yesterday watched PoC:Dead man's Chest 2nd time . haha watch with simon and yin ping and ailin i think. yeah. well, its like a pair outing, simon and i, yin ping and ailin, thats because i'm shy la. den simon cannot talk to ailin, and i can't distract yin ping, so all my fault. i'm like born without the part of me that is talking to a girl. i mean when i'm close my a girl, thats different, i'm me, but towards stranger or girls that i'm not close, i'm always chocked by words. its been awhile since i go out with yin ping as well, basically, i got nothing and no idea what to talk. after the movie, we fetch them home. then, we sat down at the playground near by and talk. i like that kind of feeling and stuff. sitting down with a good friend and a quiet spot, sharing our problems and even talk rubbish. it feels great. after that we decided to go eat, but after walking awhile, both of us were tired, so sat down and talk again. after that we took a cab home. @#@%$^*&amp;amp;%^#%~ damn cab fare $30, siao one. ah thats all =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-115354336246050116?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/115354336246050116/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=115354336246050116&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115354336246050116'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115354336246050116'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/07/i-decided-to-blog-again-arrrgh.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30654860.post-115204127835104309</id><published>2006-07-05T03:19:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2006-07-05T03:27:58.363+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>well, this is it. first blog , new post.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm... ok i shall say about this world cup. its LAME! uhhh man England and Brazil made me lost 100++ , my mom lost 400+ on that match. Horrible! ah bla. my fav team Spain is out!. actually out long ago, because stupid france sent them home. ah this world cup is boring. haha 2/3 of singapore lose money because england and brazil match.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ok lets drop that subject. i tired now days, i sleep 16 hours a day instead. usually i play 16 hours, sleep 2 hours. this time its opposite. man what has happen?! hmm no idea. i sleep from morning till evening 4-5, play computer and eat my dinner, den continue to sleep till midnight play another hour , and due to my tiredness, i went back to sleep. ah its ok since sleeping make me grow. i'm short. blah. but i doubt i could grow anymore. first, my parents are short. mom is 100% short! for dad, uhh not sure. secondly, i got back-bone problems, that will cause my growing to stop.BUT my tummy is ALWAYS GROWING. hahaha. fat people usually very lucky. thats why i'm growing fat.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ah anyway, i need to watch my soccer match and sleep, later got school and i bet $100! hopefully it'll recover my loss. if not, i'll suicide in school tml. =) peace out&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30654860-115204127835104309?l=symbolize-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/feeds/115204127835104309/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30654860&amp;postID=115204127835104309&amp;isPopup=true' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115204127835104309'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30654860/posts/default/115204127835104309'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://symbolize-.blogspot.com/2006/07/well-this-is-it.html' title=''/><author><name>jokerjester</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14931484558126569848</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
